What a week,

So this is has been an unusual week. I had some bonding time with dad(which never happens) im starting to guess he is guna ask me to do him a favor. Like set up an online account for his taxes or something.

Ok so talk about crazy. My dad gest new service for our internet, and t.v. Att and Direct T.V.
Just have to say the interner was super crappy.

Earlier in the week i had the opportunity to come out to my dad, but i didn't take it. Reason is because my dad prides himself on the macho thing. And having a strong family chain type thing, and i know that my dad would accept me for who i am. cuz he has said it many times. But the thing is, i do not want to end up as a disappointment to him, and a "weak link"

What a day.

Well, i was outside in the rain, had a revelation, watched Golden Girls, with the best person ever, and cleaned my room. lol
But i have got to say that today while cleaning, i thought, maybe i should be more in touch with who i am. Sure at school i show it, but i feel that i OVER do it, and only making the gay stereotype more true. But guess what, i'm a be me. I am going to be touch with who and what i am. A 16 year old Mexican gay teen, living in what i believe to be one of the most accepting parts of the country.

But there is one that i have failed to do sense i have come out. I want to show people that not all gays are the same. We aren't just a bunch of people marching down streets in leather, or the perverts that much of society see us as. But to prove to everyone that we are your neighbors, co-workers, fellow students, sons, and daughters. And that we are not all the same, the gay community must band together to break all the stereotypes that have been on us by society. But most importantly, to show everyone that we too are responsible members of society, and with this last post i say, good night people.

GOLDEN GIRLS IS THE BEST.

Golden Girls, has really got to be one of the best shows i have ever seen. Yes, by me watching it puts me in the typical gay boy, but i do not care. I love the show.

My mom and i watch it every-time thats its on. (I call it our "GG time" lol)

The show has really taught me a bit, I mean for a show that first broadcasted in mid 80's. It teaches one the true meaning of friendship, and that no matter how bad things get, friends are always there for each-other and that nothing can separate them. Well maybe a man, but thats only if Blanch (Rue McClanahan) has some competing to do against the others, but oh well.

Rain, Rain, Come and stay.

As you all know, it has been raining non stop here like all day. But the sun came out, but it still raining hard. I don't know about any of you people out there, but that is my favorite type of rain. I stepped outside, looked up, and had this revelation so to speak.

I looked up at the sky, and i thought of my mom, and i thought to my self. Wow she has really been there for me, she stuck by me when i came out to her, and all the things that have come up between us as mother and son. I realized that i really love my mom, alot.

As i sit here and type this, i thank my mom for everything. She has always been there for me, and like i told her she is not just my mom, but my best friend.

We sat down on the sofa, eating some cheesecake, and watching Golden Girls. :D

My cuzn Erika

I have know her my entire life, and without her i guess life would be a little boring. (WTF I MEAN REALLY BORING!)
She is the one person that i could really talk to, and not worry about being judged. I consider this girl to be my sister, and we have strong sister love :D

She always knew that i was gay, she was just waiting for me to come out. Hehehehe.

Camping, Thanksgiving, Days at Oakdale, i can always count on her to be there, and make things fun.

For as ling as i can remember, I have loved her sense like forever, she is what i consider to be more than a cousin, or a friend, she is my guardian angel. She is so heavenly, and i can always count on her for anything that goes on in my crazed life.

I LOVE YOU ERIKA!!!

SUCKER FOR hot guys

Ok. so as many of you know. I am a huge sucker for guys with muscular bodies. (I knw shame on me for being shallow. idc) But yah, i like. Lol

So there is this Romanian guy, his name is Alex (HEZ HOT!!!!!) He sings, in Romanian, talks in yup you guessed it, Romanian.

There is this song, called Dragoste la Prima Vedere. (Means Love at First Sight, adorable I know)

I knw, i knw, you guys/girls its in Romanian. But u have got to admit this guy is hot!!!!