Tanning in Vallarta

Ok so i have very little time here guys so I'll make this short and sweet.
Im here on the beach getting a tan. (I know be jealous hehehe) and its really nice, warm but nice.

It hasn't been as hectic as it has been in previous years. I went to go see my grandmothers grave, first time ive visited her in like five years so, it was an emotional moment for me.

I went to this town called C.D Guzman it was nice but COLD!!!!!!!!!!! There is like this dead volcano that overshadows the town and it was covered in snow. And as i soon as i found out that the mountain was a volcano i was OMG, and i immediately thought of the movie Dante's Peak, and that the volcano was gunna explode and yah. But yah.

So i go home on Sunday, and yah looking forward to it because im getting a little home sick. But i don;t want to go cuz i dnt feel like going to school yet. UGG!

Well im going to go back to my sun worshiping. Ill came back to you all on Sunday when i get home. So yah. Muah love yah!!

Here at school, really bored. But hey Im still alive!!

Okay so here i am sitting in 6th period "doing" my poetry. Like myself so many of my fellow classmates are having so much "fun" with there poetry. Hahaha not. lol

You know if it wasn't for a few people in my class i die of complete and udder boredom. Sitting in the back is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOT FUN! It's a huge drag, the teacher hardly see's you and when they do its not for the reason of answering a question, its usually because they are checking up on you.

But sitting in the back is not all that bad. To my right i have the wall (fun i know) and to my left i have Ailyn and in front of me i have this fly who keeps bothering me, he's name is Matt. And wayyyyyyyyy at the front i have RyRy. One of two of my Spanish mates (Ailyn being the other). Ahhh Spanish what a class. All i can remember is being yelled at to be honest lol. hahahaha

Okay if either of you guys are ever stuck in class and BORED as hell, just wish that you have a friend like Ailyn. (Well keep wishing cuz shez at my side so :P) Here we are coming into class EVERYDAY!!! We sit and talk about random stuff, sometimes we talk about the most important topic in the world BOYS, and Golden Girls, some other stuff, ohh did i mention that we talk about boys?

The assignments in this class aren't the most fun, but they are cool. Its like a safe way to express yourself without like going completely bonkers. But yah.

OHHHH MY GOD IM SO EXCITED!!! It just hit me im going of 2 Mexico yay me!! So will some of you are stuck here in the cold i'll be going of getting a nice tan. LOL <3 you guys. I'll try and keep you all posted on my activities. And i promise you guys they will be good!!
Till some other time when i get internet,
Stay Fabulous!!

Politics is my hopeful future.

Ever sense President Obama has been elected the thought of running for elected office had seriously crossed my mind. But then i thought who would elect an openly gay man to office. The country is just to conservative, and i would be laughed off of the political stage. It wasn't until that i heard about the story of Harvey Milk.

His story brought me hope and a dream that if he was able to do it, than so can I. Milk, being the first openly gay male elected to major public office really gave me that spark that i needed to ignite the fire of political interest in me.

After seeing his movie, it just really brought me to tears because it is just so personal. There is one quote from a speech that he gave on the steps of the San Francisco city hall that is just my favorite. " Hope can never be silenced, we have to give to the young gay people in this country, because if we do not give it to them, no one will. And without hope they have nothing to look forward toward, but a life of injustice and cruelty." - Harvey Milk.

It is because of him that later in the future is wish to call


the capitol as my work place.

And with time and determination, this place

my home, and office.

Life is so not going my way.

Woke up this morning to see my mom crying. Apparently my parents are fighting again. Its my dad like always, he is beng such a man, and it is just, im getting sick of it.

He did this too last year, we were in Mexico on vacation, and my dad started yelling at her, and my mom started crying. So what i did i took my money, hailed a cab and went to the airport. I was literally just standing there waiting to make up my mind. I was thinking should I just come home, and have some1 pick me up. But to be honest, I started thinking about my mom, and how she'd just die if i left without saying anything. So what i did i took a cab back to the condo and i just laid there in the sand thinking about everything, and just wondering why life is so suckish. I just really, i don't know, i just really want to runaway, but i still dont know what to do.

What should i do?

Having a bad day!

Ok i Know that im gay but people really don't have to rub it in, it really does start to get annoying. Was really really not in the mood today, and people were all like, Ohh shit Frank's on his period, and OHH SHIT Frank is PMSING!! i was like OMG PEOPLE GROW THE FUCK UP!!!! And an other thing that really did get to me is that the guy that i really really liked has turned into a really big ass whole and jerk.

I just don't get people and guys in general. You know the school that i am at, really sucks. there is only about 350 people and out those 350 guys and girls, 348 of them are straight. I am the only OUT emphasis on OUT gay male at school, and my Best friend Jessica is the only lesbian at the school. So yah i get a alot of shit, and to be honest i have had enough, i stopped crying and I hate those people who make fun of me because they have very much De-sensitized me.

The only thing that i find salvation and peace of mind is with my choir, and the play. It is the one place were i feel that i really do fit in. No one makes fun of me or gives me a hard time.

Another thing that just killed my day was that i had like three people walk up to me calling me fat. I came home today and looked at myself in the mirror and just started crying. I have wanted to look like this guy! Ohh P.S his name is Danny Nunez.

My main Goal is to have a body like his by next August. I really do hope that i do it. Because I do not know. I am just so depressed. I want to loose so much weight then gain some serious muscle. I really do hope that i do it. But i pray to god that i do not end up as an anorexic.