Nervous as hell!

Aside form the fact that i have a mass tomorrow a test and i quiz, that is not the main reason why i am nervous.

As you have guessed it, I am super nervous about the dance. I have an idea of what i will wear, but as many of you guys figured that is what i am not nervous about.

If you read yesterdays post then you would know exactly why I am nervous. I know it may be taboo for some fo you, but me its like a big thing lol.

I know that it may like never happen, but i really wish that i would at least have one dance with him. I really, really, REALLY do hope that it happens. But i highly doubt it ohh well.

One big thing that i am, hoping is that i do not make a huge fool of myself regardless if he is there or not. I have the tendency to really get into the music and i just start dancing like crazy. lol. And i always have to watch out that i am not doing something that would get me into trouble. But i always make sure that i keep it PG-13 lol.

Anyways on a side note, I found out today, that my Junior Ring Ceremony and my AP Test is on the same exact day.
I am so sad, and pissed.
Sad and pissed because i have been looking forward to it for two years. I finally arrive to my Junior and I have to take the AP test. Not happy. And to top it off I'm missing out on singing one of my most favorite mass songs. I just really want to cry.
Didn't the administration see that they had some conflicting dates? There is nothing I can do anyway, I just pray that I do well on my test, and that the others really do enjoy the ceremony.
Also there are only 6 of us that are missing. 3 of them (including me) are really bummed out, the other 3, really do not care. Just really sad, but hey what can i do.

Well i have another mass tomorrow morning, and i have to "look" rested and sing my heart out.
Night People.